There's been a lot that I've been meaning to do and this is one of those things, I guess, but since I can't quite do the others right now and I can do this, here's the blog update.
I guess this takes us to, what, v. 0.5? I think once this is functioning, then I can say the version is halfway realized. Version 1 is everything that functions in text only formats.
Besides archived information and poking around or links, if there's any reason to check this site out on a semi monthly basis, it's probably the blog which updates the most frequently.
This is long form informal writing, and if I'm working on a project - which I am - informal updates go here. Notes that aren't comprehensive enough to get their own write-ups, etc.
Right now I'm not really writing and I'm not really reading much. That I'm not doing either and I'm also not really watching anything, the only thing I've been doing reliably is streaming,
that's unusual. I'm at least reliably gaming, I'm listening to music pretty regularly, that's a good sign.
Everything else points to a combination of burnout and overwork in other channels, though. I haven't neglected picking up a new book this long since I started grad school at 30.
Please don't ask how long ago that was. I'm a sensitive girl.
Right now, what I'm behind on is probably photo updates. That's all the stuff that goes onto the OnlyFans. February is ideally a three small update month and hopefully March is robust.
Mostly people ask for the same stuff and I try to give them that, but because I've had so little time during periods where photography and prep is possible, it's been dragging.
I've had a Kikuri Hiroi cosplay that's been languishing for god knows how long. I feel BAD. But I just do not have the available time in my personal life. It's nuts.
In order to improve the space I have to work in, a fan helped get me a screen which I'm very excited about but I haven't been able to even get it into the room yet.
The other plan I have is to take advantage of the good foundation for my bed by moving my mattress temporarily against the wall which is very awkward but possibly helpful.
Both of those things and a few other small ideas I've got might make for better photos and videos but I REALLY need a few free days which I haven't had in a long time.
I've been asked by a few friends if I intend to move forward with writing projects I had ideas for, and even plans and notes for. Unfortunately, no.
Or not until circumstances change. If I can't find time for photos I can't find time for anything else. Obligations that already exist place more highly on my to do list.
But it's incredibly depressing sometimes. It shouldn't be that hard but I can't focus in here. It's too much to get into. There are solutions but those need time, too.
Simply, I guess, it's just not a good environment right now, physically. It used to be.
A big goal I've been shooting for and am finally getting is backing up data. I've got the storage I need and then I'll be able to transfer Twitch streams off my PC to free up space.
That lets me film and edit footage again which is great news. I can have backups for music and games. Anyway, this is something I feel very good about. Really very excited.
The bar is low, I take what I can get.
I'm honestly pretty tired, this went on longer than I intended. But no harm, no foul. I'll post again when I have something to say.
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